PaulaParanoia™

My daddy

Fri, 13 May 2011 08:54:54 -0400

is wise…that’s fer sure.

I just dont get

Thu, 14 Apr 2011 15:58:08 -0400

why your mad at me over bulllllshittttt!

Seriously…it was a man…that hurt me and made me hate my life.

And your really gonna bitch about me ignoring his emails, facebook requests, and messages sent through friends.

Seriously…I love you so much but I cannot handle the jealousyyyyyyy!

Um...im not stupid

Wed, 13 Apr 2011 00:43:26 -0400

You got me Taco Bell and said it was a gift because you like it.

You me Arbor Mist because you wanted to justify you get bear.

I just see through a lot…it’s whatever.

And

Wed, 13 Apr 2011 00:36:39 -0400

he likes Chelsea.

And Adam does too.

They both like ugly fat hoe that talk about me.

Not to mention the ugly short hair cuts that makes her face look fat.

I wish

Wed, 13 Apr 2011 00:35:54 -0400

Mike wasnt so annoying.

Act your agggggeeeeeee bitchhhh!

This is Mike, and he is my annoying neighbor ;3

Wed, 13 Apr 2011 00:35:32 -0400

This is Mike, and he is my annoying neighbor ;3

Um

Wed, 13 Apr 2011 00:34:22 -0400

Mike is the most annoying neihbor I have ever had.

He chooses this ugly bitch Chelsea as a BFF over me and then smokes with her and doesn’t even tell me.

SOME FRIEND!

I really hate him, and his burps, and his obnoxious car sing.

Not to mention he is an angry drunk…that yells at me for dumb shit…everyyyy timeeee!

What a FAIL, I want to move from this apartment complex because of him.

LoL, jkjk

I love

Wed, 30 Mar 2011 01:09:08 -0400

Roslyn…cause she is cooler than my shitty ass fiance!

I hate

Wed, 30 Mar 2011 01:07:23 -0400

Adam!

This man is so fucking amazing. You mean the world to me Adam,...

Mon, 14 Feb 2011 20:10:12 -0500

This man is so fucking amazing. You mean the world to me Adam, forever and always. 07.05.10 <3

I JUST DON'T LIKE

Sat, 12 Feb 2011 20:51:59 -0500

how things are anymore. </3

I just want to go back to the days...

Sat, 12 Feb 2011 17:55:52 -0500

when I was actually happy.

My life in a nutshell <3

Sat, 12 Feb 2011 01:25:15 -0500

My life in a nutshell <3

Friends...

Thu, 10 Feb 2011 01:18:59 -0500

Something I don’t have a lot of…proud of it. Today reinforced a strong belief that I used to live by and that belief is that everyone is in it for themselves. It seems that at thee end of the day all you have is yourself. People walk in and out of your life each and everyday. Its change.

From this lone fact I feel Ohkea to lose people without hurting and without emotion. Of course it’s not good to be emotionless, but sometimes it is just the way it goes.

I am just glad that I at least have two undeniable true friends, my love Adam Dean Martin and my twin Roslyn Cabral that keep me happy and in my right frame of mind.

Life goes on…I’m living in a happy ending.

You know…lately I realize that my whole outlook on what I...

Mon, 07 Feb 2011 01:12:39 -0500

You know…lately I realize that my whole outlook on what I used to feel has suddenly changed. I often feel as if I wear my oh so crumbling heart on my shoulder everyday…waiting for more and more peices to fall from it.

It hurts to know that I finally have the one thing I ever wanted: Love.

But at the same time…it feels like it is taking more away from me personally by trying to keep it.

MASTERPEICE <3

Wed, 12 Jan 2011 15:04:01 -0500

MASTERPEICE <3

I am hopeful

Wed, 12 Jan 2011 14:54:57 -0500

that my life is going to move in the right direction…

These last few months have not only been hard on me physically and emotionally….but relationship wise as well. I thought I lost my way, lost my hope, lost my will to go on….

With the move, the miscarriage, and the drama, I was near my end. But the sun still shines, life goes on, and I am glad that even though I am not where I want to be I see myself getting there.

Life is meant to be hard, it always willl….But what doesn’t kill you will make you stronger <3

Fuck

Sun, 19 Dec 2010 09:55:05 -0500

Well I am tired of working. I hate waking up early to go to work…and I really hate knowing that I am working in order to stay at a place I don’t even want to be at. I need someone to come and take me away from all this bullshit, drama, and patheticness. Kai, bye.

I hate

Wed, 01 Dec 2010 13:18:00 -0500

Jealous gay men.

Life, in itself isn’t always something you can be proud...

Mon, 15 Nov 2010 20:26:08 -0500

Life, in itself isn’t always something you can be proud of, or even happy to experience…

But in it’s true intent, it is meant to make us beings, beings able to say we lived life, learned from it, and shaped the universe for a future kind.

Regardless the outcome over these next few days, I will do my best to love life, although I am not necessarily proud of it <3